It has taken some courage, self understanding and humility to write this..... let's start at the beginning.
I survived the supposed "Apocalypse", but barely managed to survive the Sunday morning before Christmas.
[NOTE] When I wake up on Sunday mornings, I am most likely, subconsciously [in my head] singing, "Sunday Morning" by The Velvet Underground (unless I am incredibly hungover, in which case I take aspirin, a shot of bud light, champagne or in desperate situations, vodka -- fall back asleep and wake up later singing [in my head] "Sunny Afternoon" by The Kinks.)
This particular Sunday, I woke, rested. Mimosa made by new roommate, BF sleeping late, I indulged in a chick flick on Netflix... catching up with my best friend on the phone, PERFECT.... but I digress.

Nightmare before Christmas showed it's sweet little wicked face around 11:14 am. I saw it's eye out the corner of mine. Army crawling towards my favorite screen door, leading to my outdoor sanctuary- was a mouse.
With tears already in my eyes and anxiety in my chest I was somehow able to squeak the words to Sean that I saw a mouse.
[Mind you: our neighbors on the first floor have described this experience to us before... and yet, because of our location, I never even winced thinking a mouse would come in OUR house.]

Luckily, Sean isn't as fearful or humane as I am... And was able to rid our home of this terror within moments.
Now, looking back, I think this was the last act of 2012 terrorizing me. A year full of surprises, accidents, tests of strength & faith.... 2012 was a demon.

I was rear-ended twice... two cars totalled. Sean broke his neck diving into a pool. My grandma dealt with numerous health issues from cancer to a broken back. My patience were tested by friends, work, and god almost daily.... [the good news? I survived... and so did Sean & my grandma]
So far in 2013, I can say with conviction, "it's much better than last." At least in the department of rodents. I have yet to see another mouse... and for that, I'm thankful.
Cheers to a happy & successful twenty-thirteen.
XX
'Remember how I told you, Everything is great? Well, it's not. Something terrrrrible has happened.'
ReplyDeleteI held my breath and you said,
'There was a mouse!'
I love you.